Danang’s Day by Day

Kau bilang kini kau Tak menarik lagi
Tapi kumerasa kau tidak
Kau selalu bertanya Apa ku masih cinta
Dari pertanyaanmu Sepertinya kau takut

Sekarang atau lima puluh tahun lagi
Ku masih akan tetap mencintaimu
Tak ada bedanya rasa cintaku
Masih sama seperti pertama bertemu

Ku ingin tahu
Pernahkah kau duakanku (pernahkah? Kutak pernah)
Bermain cinta dibelakangku
Bersenang-senang

Dari pertanyaanmu Sepertinya kau takut

Sekarang atau lima puluh tahun lagi
Ku masih akan tetap mencintaimu
Tak ada bedanya rasa cintaku
Masih sama seperti pertama bertemu

Cobalah… percaya padaku
Itu hanya ketakutanmu saja
Cobalah… percaya…

Sekarang atau lima puluh tahun lagi
Ku masih akan tetap mencintaimu
Tak ada bedanya rasa cintaku
Masih sama seperti pertama bertemu

by: Warna

Ku menempuh sedalam lautan
Ku mencari arti kehidupan
Mendaki gunung kekecewaan
Melelahkan

Kau menjelma seperti khayalan
Kau impian dalam kenyataan
Perjalanan yang penuh likunya
Kini t’lah tiba di sisiku selamanya

Engkau bukan yang pertama
Tapi pasti yang terakhir
Di cintamu kutemui arti hidupku

by: Mus Mujiono

If love was a bird, then we wouldn’t have wings,
If love was a sky, we’d be blue,
If love was a choir, you and I could never sing,
Cuz love isn’t for me and you
If love was an oscar, you and I could never win,
Cuz we could never act out our parts
If love is the bible, then we are lost in sin,
Cuz it’s not in our hearts

I’m sorry we didn’t make it

Above lyric from separated’s Usher sounds better than the most common excuse in the world which is ‘You deserve someone better than me’… *sigh* what a lame excuse…

anyhow, i dont care about reasons. The point is she just not that into me anymore (yes, it’s a famous book title). Wow, what a great year to start???

Why I always love the wrong person?
What am i gonna be?
a good loyal guy? it hurts
a player? it tasteless and useless
I hope I wont be a f***ing fag *knock2 on the wood*

A loser in love I am….

I remember when, I remember, I remember when I lost my mindThere was something so pleasant about that phase.Even your emotions had an echoIn so much space

And when you're out there Without care,Yeah, I was out of touchBut it wasn't because I didn't know enoughI just knew too much

Does that make me crazyDoes that make me crazyDoes that make me crazyProbably

And I hope that you are having the time of your lifeBut think twice, that's my only adviceCome on now, who do you, who do you, who do you, who do you think you are,Ha ha ha bless your soulYou really think you're in control

Well, I think you're crazy I think you're crazy I think you're crazyJust like me

My heroes had the heart to lose their lives out on a limbAnd all I remember is thinking, I want to be like themEver since I was little, ever since I was little it looked like funAnd it's no coincidence I've comeAnd I can die when I'm done

Maybe I'm crazyMaybe you're crazyMaybe we're crazyProbably

-Gnarls Barkley-

Lesson I took from the famous TV comedy Bajaj Bajuri when little Parti complained to her grand mother about Parti’s parents who always fight each other. Her grand mother said "In marriage, both you and your husband need to have ‘tepo seliro’ personality which is very important. A small bowl full with food is better than an empty huge bowl." I haven’t heard this ‘tepo seliro’ words for ages… last time I heard maybe when I was in elementary school. Yes, I think this personality is more important in marriage life than in social life, because I think sometimes Indonesian people miss-using this tepo seliro personality especially in things related to justice and law. But in marriage, I am sure tepo seliro plays a very important role especially in creating a harmonic and a long long marriage. I remember my firend who just got married, she has a pre-wedding agreement with her husband if they have a divirce someday in the future. Oh my God, I think that pre-wedding agreement is already shown there’s lack of tepo seliro personality in that couple. Marriage, InsyaAllah will happen only once in our lifetime without a divorce. Well then… find someone who loves you and you can’t live without.

There’s nothing more important than to have lovely friends around you. No matter how bad my friends are, I’m trying to love them with my kindness and accept them of what they are. I believe that true friends never let us down.. Simon Webbe’s song reminds me of them… can’t stand to lose you guys…

Sometimes life can be a burden
Tryna stay one step ahead
I feel the world upon my shoulder each time
I’m standing out on the edge
And my hopes have all deserted me
Like they washed away in the sand
And it’s hurting my pride
Tryna survive

But i know i stand a chance

When you lay your hands

Oh yeah
‘Coz it’s the only thing I have that still makes sense

(Oh baby, when I’m calling out)
Give me love and affection,
Keep telling me, show me the way.
(Oh, if you see me falling down)
Lift me up from the shadows
Will you take me away to a better place?
(And when I’m in my darkest hour)
You’re by my side, to turn the tide,
Until the suffering fades.
When life is getting me down,
getting me down, i’m close to defeat,
Come and lay ur hands on me.

Feel this road is getting longer now
And i’m too far away from home

Still I gotta keep on moving on
But I can’t do it on my own
Baby keep my head above water
Help me swim for my life
‘Coz the game is getting harder
The strain is gettin stronger

And I can only face the fight

When you lay your hands

Oh yeah
‘Coz it’s the only thing I have that still makes sense

(Oh baby, when I’m calling out)
Give me love and affection,
Keep telling me, show me the way.
(Oh, if you see me falling down)
Lift me up from the shadows
Will you take me away to a better place?
(And when I’m in my darkest hour)
You’re by my side, to turn the tide,
Until the suffering fades.
When life is getting me down,
getting me down, i’m close to defeat,

Come and lay ur hands on me..

‘Til I’m healed again,
Rediscovered my strengths,
Those bitter blues are gone
…
Oh, gone…

Come and lay your hands on me.

just wondering what will i say when i ask my future wife to marry me… hehehe a thought of a jomblo man….

Looking at you
One of the gifts from God
That makes my life complete
If this heart already made a choice
I’ll face every obstacle in front of me

Today my love..
Is an important day
You are the answer that I’ve been looking for
I will share my stories with you
Listen to me honey for one more time
This is what i want from you

Listen..
Will you marry me?
Yes.. please live with me
Share our life stories

This ring has your name on it
So does my heart

People said it’s impossible
That snow falls on the dessert
But it is possible for me
As my love to you

Damn it’s very cheesy hehehe hoeeekk!!

Finally, we made a success performance. Many people said it was funny. I never regret myself as the gorgeous cindy hahaha I like big butt and I cannot lie.. hauhauhua vina always sing that song… it was a good day.. met many friends… I even had time taking picture with the guest star hahah.

We went to see a movie after that. Crash was a good movie, well… it’s a kind of movie that i like.. telling about this real life isn’t always good. Each person has their own bad and good side. The director was smart to show all of the circumstances are connected each other.. well anyway it’s a good movie to watch.

I totally disagree with that statement! very Bullsh*t!! Cinta harus saling memiliki.. cinta yg tidak memiliki hanyalah kasih yg tak sampai. mana ada orang mau makan ati? dont know why, but i keep thinking bout this all day haha… so stupid of me! seperti kata Dewa di salah satu lagunya ‘Cinta bukan dicari diraih, cintapun hadir sendiri’ enough with this… i cant wait till 31st August, hopefully I can smile on that day and go to the moon =)

Went to Birmingham again for the Nike Midnight Madness 2005 www.nikeballtillyoufall.com we were waiting for almost three hours and finally we played for only ten minutes!! hahaah it was david versus goliath game, but this time goliath won. We’re just a small team with tiny people, they’re big and tall black people. Lucky we can score and they couldn’t make slam dunk in our rim. We lost 7-2; however, it was a new experience to us in bball competition.

The next day, we spent our time in city centre of birmingham. We played bowling and I played worse than my last game in canada water. We took some pictures in birmingham’s eye and other places on sunday. it was an excellent weekend although i had to drive for almost 6 hours brimingham-andover-london fuuuhh….